chit-chat

seriously i doubt anyone would have the patience to read all this.


i hope i am inspired like what i am doing now when i write my dissertation.
it's not really that painful but not until the time of dealine arrives i can't feel relief. yesterday i met hanne in the library and she said she doesn't enjoy doing it anymore. by "it" that means the dissertation.
last night i spent some hours watching a guy with his video blog on youtube and suprisingly i found out he is doing quite well in the internet space.
(search charlieissocoollike if you're interested)
people like this guy, charlie, are very lucky and surely dedicated enough to be noticed of. i mean it wasn't like everyone can draw attention of their hobbies of doing something to a career level, if you know what i mean.
one curious thing about job choice and environment now is that there are so many things, existing and non-existing, sometimes i don't even know there is such choices. so why would i frame myself in the small box, with a safe range, of thinking what i might try to get? this is so wrong. not like failing wrong, but like, not-trying-to-know-more wrong.
it's already 2:30, for the record i always say two thirty why do they say half pass two here? and don't correct me just because i still use cellphone instead of saying mobile.i just can't get over this habit.
well it's 2:32 i should go sleep now or i can just screw up the meeting 2morrow.
i can't believe i struggle with my dissertation but look how many words i am typing right now.....only if i can make them meaningful and reasonable.